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    Sunday, February 20th, 2011
    1:40 am
    1:32 am
    Monday, April 30th, 2007
    12:42 am
    This is just me trying to figure out how livejournal works. Hugh Laurie would be perfect for me if he wasent married, dident have kids, and wasent a man. I quess it could help if he know I existed to...
    Sunday, April 29th, 2007
    11:59 pm
    I can´t spell and Im never getting this to work bollocks bollocks bollocks
    11:57 pm
    Im jsut trying to make this lj cut thing work. Dammit
    11:53 pm
    just a test
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    Thursday, March 22nd, 2007
    12:29 am
    I dearly hope nobody is reading this since I made an complete fool of myself, but if someone are. I just wanted to apologies for my spelling mistakes. Im sorry. and for being a complete nut sorry.
    Monday, September 19th, 2005
    6:51 pm
    Noooooo
    Apparently that dam crokodile. Scnapi? has done another song. And it´s on 7 place on the hit list here in Sweden. How can people listen to that?

    Current Mood: angry
    3:57 pm
    Shool sucks
    I wore my "sholl girl outfit" today to school. It looks like the ones they had in the 60´s. Yellow checked skirt. black knee socks. A black knitted sweater and a red tie. And of course my Lennon glasses. They dont look like Lennons other then the fact that they are round and as samll as he´s. But it was the closet I could get to his glasses. And my mum olds shoes. all day long people have been looking at me strangely. Not the whole shool of course. But every now and then when I walk down the hall people look at me like a crow has decided to setle down in my hair or something. I know that my style is different from everyoe else here. Nobody but me wears clothes odler then 2 years. It´s not like Im shocked that I get noticed, but this is how shool girls used to look. It was conisderd o so very proper and boring. I cant understand why now, it´s something that people even notice.
    I whish shool was over so I could go lisen to some records
    3:42 pm
    Shool sucks
    I wore my "sholl girl outfit" today to school. It looks liek the ones they had in the 60´s. Yellow checked skirt. black knee socks. A black knitted sweater and a red tie. And of course my Lennon glasses. They dont look like Lennons other then the fact that they are round and as samll as he´s. But it was the closet I could get to his glasses. And my mum olds shoes. all day long people have been looking at me strangely. Not the whole shool of course. But every now and then when I walk down the hall people look at me like a crow has decided to setle down in my hair or something. I know that my style is different from everyoe else here. Nobody but me wears clothes odler then 2 years. It´s not like Im shocked that I get noticed, but this is how shool girls used to look. It was conisderd o so very proper and boring. I cant understand why now, it´s something that people even notice.
    I whish shool was over so I could go lisen to some records
    Sunday, September 18th, 2005
    9:01 pm
    I whant
    I whant Plastic Jesus by Poppy Z Brite and the movie Two of us. I found the movie but it´s quite expensive so I ´havent decided if Im gonna buy it yet. I wish I could find that book. Her other books is no problem, but that book is just not exisisting anywere in the north.

    Current Mood: disappointed
    8:08 pm
    My dad once had a brother. He was a big Beatles fan. Some days ago I was going trow my parents LP collection because my mum told me to take what I liked, seeing it was only taking up space and they never listen to it anyway. I found a lot of stuff I liked and one was George Harrisons All things must pass. Looking closer on it I realiced that it once belonged to my uncle. When I looked inside it at the lyrics I realiced that he had made lines under some of the songs. So this must meen he liked those songs. See he died way before mum and dad met. Dad was 16. And somehow, knowing what songs he liked feels like Im getting a bit closer to him. Im starting to realice who we was. I kow it´s stupid but it feels like he´s a piece of the puzzle and the piece is missing. All I have is some songs and pictures, and I just whant to know who he was.

    I also found Ringos solo album. I am extremely pleased but I have no idea why my mum bought it. And mum bought David Bowies album before he got famous. I could have hugged here forever when I found it.

    Current Mood: bored
    Saturday, September 17th, 2005
    11:17 pm
    My poems
    For some reason I have decided to embarras myself for anyone who stumbles upon this thing. Please dont let it be anyone. This is two poems that I think worked out quite well. Their my favourites of the one I wrought anyhow.

    See my heart

    My heart lies on the floor

    You walk on my heart

    Why don’t you care?



    See my soul

    My soul is in my hands

    You tear my soul apart

    Why don’t you care?



    See my tears

    My tears are on my cheek

    You laugh at my tears

    Why don’t you care?



    See my blood

    My blood is on my arms

    You spit at my blood

    Why don’t you care?



    See my body

    My body is dead

    You cant see me anymore

    Now you care



    (Inspired by Edgar Allan Poe. Wrote in half an hour)


    Little girl

    Smile little girl, smile.
    Paint a happy smile on your tierd face.
    Let´s play petrend that you are happy.
    Laugh little girl, laugh.
    Cause nobody want`s to see a gloomy face.
    Put on your mask little girl, and prentend that everything is alright.
    Don´t show them that they hurt you little girl.
    Always be strong litte girl.
    Don´t EVER fail little girl.
    Nobody want´s to see your tears.
    Nobody want´s to hear your screams.
    Nobody want´s to see YOU.

    (inspired by me being bullied and took me about 3 hours to wright due to me being on my summer job when inspiration struck)

    Current Mood: embarrassed
    10:54 pm
    How did it get so long?
    Do you whant to hear something realy embarassing? I actualy have been researching ways to go back in time or bring back people from the dead for the sole purpose of bringing John Lennon back. I know it´s not possible and it´s not like I stayed up nights looking for old books that I got from some old man for a pint of my blood. It´s just when I had some time to spare. And then I came up whit this long rant why it would be a bad idea to bring him back, just to make me feel less bad about not being able to do anything. Dam you Mark Chapman. You are very lucky to be in jail when there are people like me around. I still havent truly realiced that George is gone. I go trow every day thinking that it´s only John and then I remember. It´s feels stupid to be like this. I dident even know them, and I mourn them like a close friend. John died 25 years ago. It´s not like I dident have time to get over it. It´s just that he was/is my favourite and I just whanted a chanse, hovever slim, to meet him. Just to see him would be enough. O dam, now Im all sad and depressed.

    On another note.
    I wish I could wright. Some people say I can but I disagree. See I have this two plot bunnies. Both of them is Beatles. One is both George and John loves Paul. So they compete for his affections. Seeing as I am a fan of Paul/John I am cheering on John winning so to speak.
    The second is Paul and John is a couple. Sickening lovely. I love you. No, I love you more kind of thing. Then John sleeps whit George for some reason or another. And of course Paul finds out. O and did I forget to mention, George is Pauls best friend.
    I dont realy think that this stories will ever be written so Im stuck whit my plot bunnies. I better give them some carrots.

    I just realiced how insanely long this post became so I stop.

    Current Mood: geeky
    Friday, September 16th, 2005
    10:05 am
    First entry
    This journal was made (or is it created?) just so I could join some slash groups here on live journal. Thats right kiddies. I´m one of THOSE people. And like most of those people I´m a chicken. I can only dream about what would happen if people around me found out that the straight A student likes to read about two guys getting it on. It´s strange really cause Im very outspoken otherwise. But I live in this realy small place (600 people) and I´m already seen as something strange and exotic here so telling people that I like to read those kind of things... I would have to move. So back to the subject. I wasent thinking about ever writting in it. But seeing as nobody will be intrested in reading my babble I might as well wright here whenever I feel like it. Im Anna. Im 19 (30 June) I feel like I was born in the wrong decade. What happened in the 90s that is worth mentioning? (I mean music and film and that sort of thing) Besides Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, absolutely nothing! What happend in the 60? Beatles, Pink Floyd, the clothes... I could go on forever and ever. Or the 70s, David Bowie, Alice Cooper.. All the 90s brought us were Britney Spears and Orlando Bloom (dont tell me Im the only one who can see that he CAN`T act) Well since Im home whit the flu I´ll be taking a bath now.
    Anna

    Current Mood: accomplished
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